Ingin Ku Miliki

Mungkin ku miliki
Seluruh cintamu
Kusadari semua itu
AngankuKu

ingin katakan
Hanyalah dirimu
Yang melukis
Warna mimpi hatiku*

Ingin ku miliki
Dengan sepenuh hati
Walau ku harus setengah terluka
Mengharap cintamu

Ingin ku sayangi
Tanpa terbagi lagi
Apakah mungkin
Menjalin kasih
Bila aku tak tahu

Bagaimana kau mencintai diri ku
Ku ingin katakan
Hanyalah dirimu
Yang melukis
Warna mimpi hatiku

*Sya…na…na…na…na…na…Ingin ku miliki
Sya…na…na…na…na…na…Ingin ku sayangi


..........Ruth Sahayana.......

Manusia Bodoh...

Manusia Bodoh

Artist: ADA Band

Dahulu terasa indah
Tak ingin lupakan
Bermesraan selalu jadi
Satu kenangan manis

Tiada yang salah
Hanya aku manusia bodoh
Yang biarkan semua ini permainkanku
Berulang ulang kali

Mencoba bertahan sekuat hati
Layaknya karang yang dihempas sang ombak
Jalani hidup dalam buai belaka
Serahkan cinta tulus di dalam takdir

Tapi sampai kapankah kuharus
Menanggungnya kutukan cinta ini
Bersemayam dalam kalbu
Tak ayal tingkah lakumu

Buatku putus asa
Kadang akal sehat ini
Belum cukup membendungnya
Hanya kepedihan

Yang selalu datang menertawakanku
Engkau belahan jiwa
Tega menari indah di atas tangisanku
Semua kisah pasti ada akhir

Yang harus dilalui
Begitu juga akhir kisah ini
Yakinku indah

SEPI

By Yuni Shara

Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
Biar senyum hadir di hariku
namun ini hanya ada di bibir
di bibir saja

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
Namun berat beban hidupku
biarkan saja

Biar saja hanya ku yang tahu
Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam

Woo.. sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam

Hurt So Bad

I have hurt the one I love unintentionally. I feel so bad eventhough I have seek forgiveness from him. He forgave me but deep down inside his heart I could feel tht he's hurt & still hurt.....



We are not like before.. We seldom talk to each other. No more laughter between us since the incident...I feel bad really bad....I hve tried many ways to bring him back to the old person...but I don't feel the vibe...I don't feel him in me...Maybe he has taken me out from his heart??? Oh God! Please don't take him away from me....

Mengapa Kasih

Mengapa kasih
Engkau membisu
Bermuram wajah tiada
menentu

Mengapa kasih
Engkau begini
Sepuas hati ku cuba
memujuk

Mungkinkah aku mesti
berlalu
Membiar dan tak mengganggu
Mungkinkah aku mesti
mengaku
Berlaku yang tak kau restu
Mengapa kasih

Mengapa kasih
Terus begini
Ku gerak bahumu oh berkali

Mengapa kasih
Enggan mengadu
Ku perlukan senyuman
bibirmu

Being Hopeless

Hopeless....the feelings tht I hate most. I hate myself for being hopeless....feel like Im a person without my two legs..could not move here & there.

I could not help my siblings...I could not help my parents.. Im stucked! Worst is feel like Im being looked down by others....

True enough as the saying goes.."Money IS everything in this world"..despite of who ever you are...When you don't have money you are no body to anyone...It has happened to me twice....

Money can destroy world....Money is the cause of war...Good friends will turn to enemy just because of money...Siblings would kill each other just because of money....above all...Money conquers all....

Kenapa tak kawin lagi......

I was recently asked by one of my bossess..Not just tht few of my old friends whom I suddenly met on Facebook as well raised the same question to me. Emmm...I don't have the exact answer to tht question. All I can say was " Belum ada jodoh lg".....

To few of them, they can accept my answer but not to my boss. He said to me you cannot just wait and sit there till it comes to you. You have to go & look for it. I just kept quiet & did not say a word. There is nothing for me to say. No one would understand. To them I'm the type of a person who is choosy. Am I??? We are talking about a life time partner. I'm not looking for a sleeping partner who will only be there when in need. Im looking for someone who could look after me & vice versa..who could accept me as I am....*sigh*

Ya Allah aku perlukan bantuanMu..bantulah aku Ya Tuhanku...Hanya padaMu aku berserah & meminta..Tunjukkanlah aku ke jalan yg betul & Kau redhai...amin...

The Road Not Taken By Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.