At last it shattered...

At this very moment tht feelings come again. Please take it away from me, I do not want to be suffering & suffocated in this situation. Oh God! I miss him... Why did he do this to me. I want to get rid of him.. Please please go away... It hurts.. Deep inside. I've been holding it inside & at last it shattered. I cannot hold it any longer... Ya Allah please grant me peace I cannot be in this situation any longer. I need You to guide me to the right path.