Thursday, May 14, 2009

The Unexpected

Recently, I bumped into my school teacher when I was in primary school. She taught me music when I was in Std.1....It was an unexpected meeting. I was on my way to buy pizza after long day work & felt really hungry. While waiting for the pizza, I saw her coming out from shop. I went to say 'Hi' and asked how is she doing....She answered with a smile.....

So good I had the chance to meet her after so long leaving the school. She has retired for quite number of years..but I can still see & feel her passion for teaching. She told me her experience teaching in a rural school after she left our school. She taught at that rural school for 6 years before she retired. What admire me the most about her passion is that she never discriminates her students despite, race, religion or gender. I can see her passion for teaching and her love for the kids. Her disciplinary action is still in her.. I think I rarely see these quality in the new generation of teachers today. Correct me if Im wrong...but is there still a teacher who really do care to call the house or the parents to ask if the students did not come to school for three days without notification???!

I wish I have her passion in teaching and the love for the children. Happy Teachers Day Ms Foenander and to all teachers out there. You really inspire me and you teach me a lot.....

Monday, May 11, 2009

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word...

The saying to me seems true as the song 'Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word'.....

Something happened to me today at the office. I may think that the thing that I did , was not a big thing to others. But I was wrong....I did not realise it....I tend to take things for granted or shall I put this way..I was not sensitive to others. I have hurt a dear friend without I realised it. It was not my intention...believe it!!! I thought I was doing the right thing but yet I have hurt my friend's feelings without I realised it. Why can't people just say it out loud to me rather than making face and just ignore me without any reason....

But, the above song does not apply to me...I said my sorry because as I said earlier, it was not my intention at all......I thought I was doing the right thing..It was never my intention to ignore or shall I put here membelakangkan my friend.....never at all..I was totally forgot & what was in my mind just now was just to finish my work & I was just doing my job.....

Kadang2 fikir, salahkah aku hanya mempertahankan hak & juga prinsip hidupku dlm cara kerja aku??? Salahkah aku untuk aku membetulkan keadaan dgn berpendirian tegas...Tak salah tapi mungkin cara aku yg terlampau kasar dan keras yg tidak boleh diterima oleh sebahagian rakan sekerja....Emmmm.....banyak lagi kelemahan diri aku yg perlu aku perbaiki....

To my Dear Friend, I am so sorry for what I have done just now...it was not my intention to ignore you...I was totally forgot about it..but deep down in my heart says that , That was not the thing that you were mad at me...there was something else but you did not want to say it....well...up to you......

Friday, May 8, 2009

Missing someone...

At this very moment and very hour that feeling comes again...Feeling of missing someone..I try my very hard and my very best to get rid of this feelings but I could not help it. I loose to the mother nature...I wish I don't have this kind of feelings...it hurts...really hurts....does it bad to have this kind of feelings????.....sigh....