Need You Now - Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone cause, I can’t fight it any more
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door
Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now

Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now
I just need you now
Oh baby I need you now

Promises meant to be broken.....

Akhirnya, I know where I belong....All those promises was a lie....It was never meant to be true & never with the intention to do so...I'm broken hearten once again... Words was just mere words...words was only words with no meaning...

If promises meant to be broken,Why do people make promise when they already knew the answer....Every promises made is a hope given to the other party. Just look at kids, when we promise them to buy them ice -cream we can see the lit of hope on their faces, when we do not keep to our promises, they cry... why??? because the hope to have an ice cream vanished just in second. The same goes with adult, as a person promise you something, hope appears in you but once the promises is not keep, every single thing just drop down as the glass shattered....

If promises is meant to be broken, do not make promise when you know you cannot fulfill because you have given hope to that person and you cannot fulfill it...Better say it at the first place rather than you make the person hope & waiting for you for nothing....

Great Expectations

Will I be like Miss Havisham in Great Expectations???...Hmmm...I do wonder ..It's been in my mind for few days already....

I just celebrated my birthday last March...Perfect age for a lady, that's what my aunt said. Is it?!...Maybe....Maybe it's true to those married lady with beautiful kids. Picture Perfect!...

Do we really have those 'Picture Perfect' in reality?....Perhaps to those lucky people they do have...I do wonder when will I get my 'Picture Perfect'..but then again thinking of what is happening surrounding me, it is better to leave it to HIM coz HE knows better. My pray & hope that there'll be the light at the end of my tunnel...

HATI YANG KAU SAKITI- ROSSA


Jangan pernah katakan bahwa cintamu hanyalah untukku
Karena kini kau telah membaginya
Maafkan jika memang kini harus kutinggalkan dirimu
Karena hatiku slalu kau lukai
Tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu
Ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yg kurasa

Ku menangis… membayangkan
Betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
Kau duakan cinta ini
Kau pergi bersamanya

Ku menangis… melepaskan
Kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
Harus slalu kau tahu
Akulah hati yg telah disakiti

Maafkan jika memang kini harus kutinggalkan dirimu
Karena hatiku slalu kau lukai
Tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu
Ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yg kurasa

Ku menangis… membayangkan
Betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
Kau duakan cinta ini
Kau pergi bersamanya

Ku menangis… melepaskan
Kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
Harus slalu kau tahu
Akulah hati yg telah kau sakiti

Ku menangis…
Harus slalu kau tahu
Akulah hati yang telah….
Kau sakiti…

SuDdEnLy I See

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me


By: KT Tunstall

Rindu...

Emmmm....satu perkataan yg nampak pendek & simple tapi mempunyai makna yg mendalam...Rindu..., satu perasaan yg sukar utk ditafsirkan. Sakitnya bila merindu, tapi seronok bila dirindu...*sigh*...

Kenapa perlu ada perasaan rindu? Adakah ianya wujud bila munculnya perasaan sayang dlm diri? Sakit...;sakit bila merindu....Ya Allah, tolong lah hapuskan perasaan ini dlm diriku....Ya Tuhan aku sakit bila perasaan ini muncul dlm hidupku....Aku tak sanggup lagi utk merasa kecewa....Lebih baik perasaan rindu ini tidak hadir dlm diriku supaya kecewa tidak wujud dlm kamus hidupku....

Pada saat & ketika ini perasaan RINDU terlalu menebal dlm diri. Aku cuba hapuskan ia tapi aku tak mampu melawan fitrah diriku...Ya Allah, sakitnya aku merindui seseorang...kenapa ini harus terjadi kepada diriku? Ya Tuhan, aku tak mampu melawan perasaan ini dlm diriku...& aku tak mampu melawan & menidak apa yg telah dtakdirkanMu utk ku. Aku mohon kekuatan dariMu Ya Tuhanku....Sesungguhnya Ya Allah aku rindukan dia...Aku mohon Kau sampaikanlah perasaan rinduku padanya...