SuDdEnLy I See

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me


By: KT Tunstall

Rindu...

Emmmm....satu perkataan yg nampak pendek & simple tapi mempunyai makna yg mendalam...Rindu..., satu perasaan yg sukar utk ditafsirkan. Sakitnya bila merindu, tapi seronok bila dirindu...*sigh*...

Kenapa perlu ada perasaan rindu? Adakah ianya wujud bila munculnya perasaan sayang dlm diri? Sakit...;sakit bila merindu....Ya Allah, tolong lah hapuskan perasaan ini dlm diriku....Ya Tuhan aku sakit bila perasaan ini muncul dlm hidupku....Aku tak sanggup lagi utk merasa kecewa....Lebih baik perasaan rindu ini tidak hadir dlm diriku supaya kecewa tidak wujud dlm kamus hidupku....

Pada saat & ketika ini perasaan RINDU terlalu menebal dlm diri. Aku cuba hapuskan ia tapi aku tak mampu melawan fitrah diriku...Ya Allah, sakitnya aku merindui seseorang...kenapa ini harus terjadi kepada diriku? Ya Tuhan, aku tak mampu melawan perasaan ini dlm diriku...& aku tak mampu melawan & menidak apa yg telah dtakdirkanMu utk ku. Aku mohon kekuatan dariMu Ya Tuhanku....Sesungguhnya Ya Allah aku rindukan dia...Aku mohon Kau sampaikanlah perasaan rinduku padanya...