2009 telah melabuhkan tirainya...dan 2010 menjelma....Setahun telah berlalu, tetapi tiada perubahan yg berlaku dlm hidupku....Hanya berjaya merangkul segulung lagi Ijazah...selain drpd itu, kehidupanku masih lg spt biasa....Harapanku, 2010 bakal menjanjikan sesuatu yang terbaik untuk diriku dan juga keluarga. Doa & harapan agar hidup diberkatiNya dalam menjalani ibadah ku sebagai manusia dan hambaNya yg hina.
2009 memberi byk pengajaran kepadaku dan menjadikan aku lebih matang dlm menjalani kehidupan seharian sebagai hambaNya. Tiada yg diharapkan bg tahun 2010 hanya lah kehidupan yg lebih baik dari kehidupan yg sbelum ini. Mendapat berkahNya & diberkati hidupku sehingga ke akhir hayatku. Menanti cinta sejati yg sering kutunggu dr setahun ke setahun. Tetapi kusedar ianya sukar utk diperolehi kecuali cinta sejati kepadaNya....Ya Allah ampunkan aku atas segala kesalahanku terhadapMu. Betapa aku lalai dlm menjalankan tugas & t/jawabku sebagai hambaMu. Ampunkan aku Ya Tuhanku dan berikanlah pengajaran dan petunjuk kepadaku Ya Tuhanku Ya RAbbi Alamin...Hanya kepadaMu aku bermohon dan meminta. Sesungguhnya Engkau mengetahui segala-galanya mengenai diriku, mana yg baik & mana yg buruk utk diriku. Hanya padaMu aku berserah...Amin....
Friday, December 25, 2009
Dilema Cinta - Ungu
Seberapa salahkah diriku
Hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku
Inikah caramu membalas
Aku yang selalu ada saat kau terluka
Seberapa hinanya diriku
Hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu
Tak ada satu pun perasaan yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka
Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu
Telah ku coba segala cara
‘Tuk bahagiakan kamu
Merebut hatimu
Namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan
Bila kau tak inginkan ku ’tuk di sisimu
Tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
Menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
Meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu
Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu
Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu
Hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku
Inikah caramu membalas
Aku yang selalu ada saat kau terluka
Seberapa hinanya diriku
Hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu
Tak ada satu pun perasaan yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka
Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu
Telah ku coba segala cara
‘Tuk bahagiakan kamu
Merebut hatimu
Namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan
Bila kau tak inginkan ku ’tuk di sisimu
Tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
Menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
Meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu
Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu
Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
Terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
Bagiku terlalu indah perasaan itu
Tak mudah untukku menjauh darimu
Thursday, December 3, 2009
I Finally Found Someone
I finally found someone, that knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one, that makes me feel complete
We started over coffee, we started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin
This time it's different, dah dah dah dah
It's all because of you, dah dah dah dah
It's better than it's ever been'
Cause we can talk it through
Oohh, my favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?"
It's all you had to say to take my breath away
This is it, oh,
I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one, to be with every night
'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you
My life has just begunI finally found someone, ooh, someone
I finally found someone, oooh
Did I keep you waiting, I didn't mind
I apologize, baby, that's fine
I would wait forever just to know you were mine
And I love your hair, sure it looks right?
I love what you wear, isn't it too tight?
You're exceptional, I can't wait for the rest of my life
This is it, oh, I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one, to be with every night
'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone, ooh, someone
I finally found someone, oooh
Whatever I do, it's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
I finally found the one, that makes me feel complete
We started over coffee, we started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin
This time it's different, dah dah dah dah
It's all because of you, dah dah dah dah
It's better than it's ever been'
Cause we can talk it through
Oohh, my favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?"
It's all you had to say to take my breath away
This is it, oh,
I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one, to be with every night
'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you
My life has just begunI finally found someone, ooh, someone
I finally found someone, oooh
Did I keep you waiting, I didn't mind
I apologize, baby, that's fine
I would wait forever just to know you were mine
And I love your hair, sure it looks right?
I love what you wear, isn't it too tight?
You're exceptional, I can't wait for the rest of my life
This is it, oh, I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one, to be with every night
'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone, ooh, someone
I finally found someone, oooh
Whatever I do, it's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
Friday, November 6, 2009
Ingin Ku Miliki
Mungkin ku miliki
Seluruh cintamu
Kusadari semua itu
AngankuKu
ingin katakan
Hanyalah dirimu
Yang melukis
Warna mimpi hatiku*
Ingin ku miliki
Dengan sepenuh hati
Walau ku harus setengah terluka
Mengharap cintamu
Ingin ku sayangi
Tanpa terbagi lagi
Apakah mungkin
Menjalin kasih
Bila aku tak tahu
Bagaimana kau mencintai diri ku
Ku ingin katakan
Hanyalah dirimu
Yang melukis
Warna mimpi hatiku
*Sya…na…na…na…na…na…Ingin ku miliki
Sya…na…na…na…na…na…Ingin ku sayangi
..........Ruth Sahayana.......
Seluruh cintamu
Kusadari semua itu
AngankuKu
ingin katakan
Hanyalah dirimu
Yang melukis
Warna mimpi hatiku*
Ingin ku miliki
Dengan sepenuh hati
Walau ku harus setengah terluka
Mengharap cintamu
Ingin ku sayangi
Tanpa terbagi lagi
Apakah mungkin
Menjalin kasih
Bila aku tak tahu
Bagaimana kau mencintai diri ku
Ku ingin katakan
Hanyalah dirimu
Yang melukis
Warna mimpi hatiku
*Sya…na…na…na…na…na…Ingin ku miliki
Sya…na…na…na…na…na…Ingin ku sayangi
..........Ruth Sahayana.......
Friday, October 30, 2009
Manusia Bodoh...
Manusia Bodoh
Artist: ADA Band
Dahulu terasa indah
Tak ingin lupakan
Bermesraan selalu jadi
Satu kenangan manis
Tiada yang salah
Hanya aku manusia bodoh
Yang biarkan semua ini permainkanku
Berulang ulang kali
Mencoba bertahan sekuat hati
Layaknya karang yang dihempas sang ombak
Jalani hidup dalam buai belaka
Serahkan cinta tulus di dalam takdir
Tapi sampai kapankah kuharus
Menanggungnya kutukan cinta ini
Bersemayam dalam kalbu
Tak ayal tingkah lakumu
Buatku putus asa
Kadang akal sehat ini
Belum cukup membendungnya
Hanya kepedihan
Yang selalu datang menertawakanku
Engkau belahan jiwa
Tega menari indah di atas tangisanku
Semua kisah pasti ada akhir
Yang harus dilalui
Begitu juga akhir kisah ini
Yakinku indah
Artist: ADA Band
Dahulu terasa indah
Tak ingin lupakan
Bermesraan selalu jadi
Satu kenangan manis
Tiada yang salah
Hanya aku manusia bodoh
Yang biarkan semua ini permainkanku
Berulang ulang kali
Mencoba bertahan sekuat hati
Layaknya karang yang dihempas sang ombak
Jalani hidup dalam buai belaka
Serahkan cinta tulus di dalam takdir
Tapi sampai kapankah kuharus
Menanggungnya kutukan cinta ini
Bersemayam dalam kalbu
Tak ayal tingkah lakumu
Buatku putus asa
Kadang akal sehat ini
Belum cukup membendungnya
Hanya kepedihan
Yang selalu datang menertawakanku
Engkau belahan jiwa
Tega menari indah di atas tangisanku
Semua kisah pasti ada akhir
Yang harus dilalui
Begitu juga akhir kisah ini
Yakinku indah
Sunday, September 6, 2009
SEPI
By Yuni Shara
Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
Biar senyum hadir di hariku
namun ini hanya ada di bibir
di bibir saja
Aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
Namun berat beban hidupku
biarkan saja
Biar saja hanya ku yang tahu
Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri
Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam
Woo.. sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiriOh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Hurt So Bad
I have hurt the one I love unintentionally. I feel so bad eventhough I have seek forgiveness from him. He forgave me but deep down inside his heart I could feel tht he's hurt & still hurt.....
We are not like before.. We seldom talk to each other. No more laughter between us since the incident...I feel bad really bad....I hve tried many ways to bring him back to the old person...but I don't feel the vibe...I don't feel him in me...Maybe he has taken me out from his heart??? Oh God! Please don't take him away from me....
We are not like before.. We seldom talk to each other. No more laughter between us since the incident...I feel bad really bad....I hve tried many ways to bring him back to the old person...but I don't feel the vibe...I don't feel him in me...Maybe he has taken me out from his heart??? Oh God! Please don't take him away from me....
Mengapa Kasih
Mengapa kasih
Engkau membisu
Bermuram wajah tiada
menentu
Mengapa kasih
Engkau begini
Sepuas hati ku cuba
memujuk
Mungkinkah aku mesti
berlalu
Membiar dan tak mengganggu
Mungkinkah aku mesti
mengaku
Berlaku yang tak kau restu
Mengapa kasih
Mengapa kasih
Terus begini
Ku gerak bahumu oh berkali
Mengapa kasih
Enggan mengadu
Ku perlukan senyuman
bibirmu
Monday, August 31, 2009
Being Hopeless
Hopeless....the feelings tht I hate most. I hate myself for being hopeless....feel like Im a person without my two legs..could not move here & there.
I could not help my siblings...I could not help my parents.. Im stucked! Worst is feel like Im being looked down by others....
True enough as the saying goes.."Money IS everything in this world"..despite of who ever you are...When you don't have money you are no body to anyone...It has happened to me twice....
Money can destroy world....Money is the cause of war...Good friends will turn to enemy just because of money...Siblings would kill each other just because of money....above all...Money conquers all....
I could not help my siblings...I could not help my parents.. Im stucked! Worst is feel like Im being looked down by others....
True enough as the saying goes.."Money IS everything in this world"..despite of who ever you are...When you don't have money you are no body to anyone...It has happened to me twice....
Money can destroy world....Money is the cause of war...Good friends will turn to enemy just because of money...Siblings would kill each other just because of money....above all...Money conquers all....
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Kenapa tak kawin lagi......
I was recently asked by one of my bossess..Not just tht few of my old friends whom I suddenly met on Facebook as well raised the same question to me. Emmm...I don't have the exact answer to tht question. All I can say was " Belum ada jodoh lg".....
To few of them, they can accept my answer but not to my boss. He said to me you cannot just wait and sit there till it comes to you. You have to go & look for it. I just kept quiet & did not say a word. There is nothing for me to say. No one would understand. To them I'm the type of a person who is choosy. Am I??? We are talking about a life time partner. I'm not looking for a sleeping partner who will only be there when in need. Im looking for someone who could look after me & vice versa..who could accept me as I am....*sigh*
Ya Allah aku perlukan bantuanMu..bantulah aku Ya Tuhanku...Hanya padaMu aku berserah & meminta..Tunjukkanlah aku ke jalan yg betul & Kau redhai...amin...
To few of them, they can accept my answer but not to my boss. He said to me you cannot just wait and sit there till it comes to you. You have to go & look for it. I just kept quiet & did not say a word. There is nothing for me to say. No one would understand. To them I'm the type of a person who is choosy. Am I??? We are talking about a life time partner. I'm not looking for a sleeping partner who will only be there when in need. Im looking for someone who could look after me & vice versa..who could accept me as I am....*sigh*
Ya Allah aku perlukan bantuanMu..bantulah aku Ya Tuhanku...Hanya padaMu aku berserah & meminta..Tunjukkanlah aku ke jalan yg betul & Kau redhai...amin...
The Road Not Taken By Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
The Unexpected
Recently, I bumped into my school teacher when I was in primary school. She taught me music when I was in Std.1....It was an unexpected meeting. I was on my way to buy pizza after long day work & felt really hungry. While waiting for the pizza, I saw her coming out from shop. I went to say 'Hi' and asked how is she doing....She answered with a smile.....
So good I had the chance to meet her after so long leaving the school. She has retired for quite number of years..but I can still see & feel her passion for teaching. She told me her experience teaching in a rural school after she left our school. She taught at that rural school for 6 years before she retired. What admire me the most about her passion is that she never discriminates her students despite, race, religion or gender. I can see her passion for teaching and her love for the kids. Her disciplinary action is still in her.. I think I rarely see these quality in the new generation of teachers today. Correct me if Im wrong...but is there still a teacher who really do care to call the house or the parents to ask if the students did not come to school for three days without notification???!
I wish I have her passion in teaching and the love for the children. Happy Teachers Day Ms Foenander and to all teachers out there. You really inspire me and you teach me a lot.....
So good I had the chance to meet her after so long leaving the school. She has retired for quite number of years..but I can still see & feel her passion for teaching. She told me her experience teaching in a rural school after she left our school. She taught at that rural school for 6 years before she retired. What admire me the most about her passion is that she never discriminates her students despite, race, religion or gender. I can see her passion for teaching and her love for the kids. Her disciplinary action is still in her.. I think I rarely see these quality in the new generation of teachers today. Correct me if Im wrong...but is there still a teacher who really do care to call the house or the parents to ask if the students did not come to school for three days without notification???!
I wish I have her passion in teaching and the love for the children. Happy Teachers Day Ms Foenander and to all teachers out there. You really inspire me and you teach me a lot.....
Monday, May 11, 2009
Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word...
The saying to me seems true as the song 'Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word'.....
Something happened to me today at the office. I may think that the thing that I did , was not a big thing to others. But I was wrong....I did not realise it....I tend to take things for granted or shall I put this way..I was not sensitive to others. I have hurt a dear friend without I realised it. It was not my intention...believe it!!! I thought I was doing the right thing but yet I have hurt my friend's feelings without I realised it. Why can't people just say it out loud to me rather than making face and just ignore me without any reason....
But, the above song does not apply to me...I said my sorry because as I said earlier, it was not my intention at all......I thought I was doing the right thing..It was never my intention to ignore or shall I put here membelakangkan my friend.....never at all..I was totally forgot & what was in my mind just now was just to finish my work & I was just doing my job.....
Kadang2 fikir, salahkah aku hanya mempertahankan hak & juga prinsip hidupku dlm cara kerja aku??? Salahkah aku untuk aku membetulkan keadaan dgn berpendirian tegas...Tak salah tapi mungkin cara aku yg terlampau kasar dan keras yg tidak boleh diterima oleh sebahagian rakan sekerja....Emmmm.....banyak lagi kelemahan diri aku yg perlu aku perbaiki....
To my Dear Friend, I am so sorry for what I have done just now...it was not my intention to ignore you...I was totally forgot about it..but deep down in my heart says that , That was not the thing that you were mad at me...there was something else but you did not want to say it....well...up to you......
Something happened to me today at the office. I may think that the thing that I did , was not a big thing to others. But I was wrong....I did not realise it....I tend to take things for granted or shall I put this way..I was not sensitive to others. I have hurt a dear friend without I realised it. It was not my intention...believe it!!! I thought I was doing the right thing but yet I have hurt my friend's feelings without I realised it. Why can't people just say it out loud to me rather than making face and just ignore me without any reason....
But, the above song does not apply to me...I said my sorry because as I said earlier, it was not my intention at all......I thought I was doing the right thing..It was never my intention to ignore or shall I put here membelakangkan my friend.....never at all..I was totally forgot & what was in my mind just now was just to finish my work & I was just doing my job.....
Kadang2 fikir, salahkah aku hanya mempertahankan hak & juga prinsip hidupku dlm cara kerja aku??? Salahkah aku untuk aku membetulkan keadaan dgn berpendirian tegas...Tak salah tapi mungkin cara aku yg terlampau kasar dan keras yg tidak boleh diterima oleh sebahagian rakan sekerja....Emmmm.....banyak lagi kelemahan diri aku yg perlu aku perbaiki....
To my Dear Friend, I am so sorry for what I have done just now...it was not my intention to ignore you...I was totally forgot about it..but deep down in my heart says that , That was not the thing that you were mad at me...there was something else but you did not want to say it....well...up to you......
Friday, May 8, 2009
Missing someone...
At this very moment and very hour that feeling comes again...Feeling of missing someone..I try my very hard and my very best to get rid of this feelings but I could not help it. I loose to the mother nature...I wish I don't have this kind of feelings...it hurts...really hurts....does it bad to have this kind of feelings????.....sigh....
Sunday, April 26, 2009
A time I have been waiting long enough...
Alhamdulillah.....that's the first word came out from my mouth once I finished answered my exam question last week. Finally, I managed to finish my studies...after sooooo long time. I think Im the longest student in that campus to finish a course...It took me 9 years to finish my Degree....(...why that long years????....I had to take a break for one year due to work prob.)...
I was the 'left overs' as my Lecturer said....He likes to use this word to me, " You like to take the long and winding road instead of the highway that has been built for you." Well, my answer to him was," This is the road not taken by others." He would just smile. This was the term that we like to use depicted the poem that we learnt, 'Road Not Taken by Robert Frost'. I begun to love that poem...it gives deeper meaning. It depends on how you see and perceive it.
I learnt a lot with this course. Not just in terms of academic but as well as life. Previously, I see things and people differently. But as I learnt more in Literature...I see life differently. Literature taught me to be more expressive and read in between the line. It taught me on the people character..I learn to understand theather....and am learning to appreciate it.
I finally, have the weekend for myself....but looking at things...I kinda miss my busy schedule during weekends..where I would always running late for class..... ;) ...Busy with discussion with my classmates...busy finishing up all my assignments last minutes....to sum up..I miss my study life....but once you start something you will come to an end...so..here I am...I have come to the end...eventhough I took the long winding road but I managed to come to the end as like others...I finally graduate....yeaaaa.....Syukur ALhamdulillah....Thanks to HIM....It's all with HIS blessing and guidance....Amin......
I was the 'left overs' as my Lecturer said....He likes to use this word to me, " You like to take the long and winding road instead of the highway that has been built for you." Well, my answer to him was," This is the road not taken by others." He would just smile. This was the term that we like to use depicted the poem that we learnt, 'Road Not Taken by Robert Frost'. I begun to love that poem...it gives deeper meaning. It depends on how you see and perceive it.
I learnt a lot with this course. Not just in terms of academic but as well as life. Previously, I see things and people differently. But as I learnt more in Literature...I see life differently. Literature taught me to be more expressive and read in between the line. It taught me on the people character..I learn to understand theather....and am learning to appreciate it.
I finally, have the weekend for myself....but looking at things...I kinda miss my busy schedule during weekends..where I would always running late for class..... ;) ...Busy with discussion with my classmates...busy finishing up all my assignments last minutes....to sum up..I miss my study life....but once you start something you will come to an end...so..here I am...I have come to the end...eventhough I took the long winding road but I managed to come to the end as like others...I finally graduate....yeaaaa.....Syukur ALhamdulillah....Thanks to HIM....It's all with HIS blessing and guidance....Amin......
Monday, February 16, 2009
Valentine & what not...
Valentine just passed on 14/2/2009 recently. Yours truly had a blast Valentine with my girlfriends... ..
It was a double celebration for two of our friends or should I say 'Sisters'? Yea...that's better word...SISTERS...It was a belated birthday for Jehan whose birthday falls on 13/2/2009, a day before the V-Day & belated as well for Teck whose falls on 23/1/2009....We had our dinner & cutting cake ceremony..hehehhe...then the night kicked off for us....Nope!!! We did not go clubbing....ooopppssss..hehehe...we went to do our crazy things....we did some photography session that night...some of us went jumping here & there..as is they jumped from a higher place...and pity Abby as she has to be the photographer and to our surprise it came out beautifully....with lots of couple having their own sweet time & being lovey dovey to each other, our group was the one with big laughter & full of action....we ended our night that night at 1am in the morning...just being ourselves, did our crazy thing at the beach....
I have not all my life celebrated this so call the 'Hari Kasih Sayang' and in fact, this year was the first year I celebrated it and I love it soooo much as I celebrated it with my best friend & good friends,Of whom I call them my Sisters....The girls night out turned out to be the best moment that I ever had for Valentine. Who says Valentine should be celebrated with only your other half that is MEN???? Who says you cannot have fun when it was only girls night out????Who says Valentine should be a candle light dinner with roses in hand??? And as what Jehan said, who needs a Men to celebrate Valentine as WE did it with our way and had so much fun!!!!!....
It was a double celebration for two of our friends or should I say 'Sisters'? Yea...that's better word...SISTERS...It was a belated birthday for Jehan whose birthday falls on 13/2/2009, a day before the V-Day & belated as well for Teck whose falls on 23/1/2009....We had our dinner & cutting cake ceremony..hehehhe...then the night kicked off for us....Nope!!! We did not go clubbing....ooopppssss..hehehe...we went to do our crazy things....we did some photography session that night...some of us went jumping here & there..as is they jumped from a higher place...and pity Abby as she has to be the photographer and to our surprise it came out beautifully....with lots of couple having their own sweet time & being lovey dovey to each other, our group was the one with big laughter & full of action....we ended our night that night at 1am in the morning...just being ourselves, did our crazy thing at the beach....
I have not all my life celebrated this so call the 'Hari Kasih Sayang' and in fact, this year was the first year I celebrated it and I love it soooo much as I celebrated it with my best friend & good friends,Of whom I call them my Sisters....The girls night out turned out to be the best moment that I ever had for Valentine. Who says Valentine should be celebrated with only your other half that is MEN???? Who says you cannot have fun when it was only girls night out????Who says Valentine should be a candle light dinner with roses in hand??? And as what Jehan said, who needs a Men to celebrate Valentine as WE did it with our way and had so much fun!!!!!....
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Random Things About Me.....
1. Im going to be 34 years this year...aaarrghhhh....but thn again, what's with age???!!!
2. Still single & available...hehehe...
3. I lurrrrve coffee so much....
4. Emmm.....what coffee wud be if not with toast....my fav is kaya & butter toast...
5. Loves pink so much...
6. Adores Sheila Majid.... & Dayang Nurfaizah too...
7. I love books especially novels...
8. Just fall in love with Nicholas Sparks...
9. Don't like wars & fights...
10. Hates hypocrites , cheaters , liars & those fall under it...
11. Love my friends...
12. Love my facebook....can't live without it..
13. I love my laptop...
14. Can't live without my handphone....
15. I miss my best friend soooo muchhh...
16. I like listen to music espec. JAzz & R&B
17. Likes to hang out with my beautiful friends
18. I love my car.....so antique...hehhehe..
19. Wish for good health , more wealth this year & for the rest of coming years..
20. Wish to find true love this year
21. Wish to find a good husband
22. Im a jeans person
23. Shoes & handbags lover
24. I love kids
25. And of course....I love man too....;)
26. Would lurrrve to own VW GTi....ooooh baby....mmuah..mmuahhh...
27. Loves to travel.....
28. Hot tempered ...heheheh...but easily cool down...
29. An extrovert...dun like to keep things bottled up...
30. Place tht I wud love to visit is South of France...looking at the vineyard.....taking the train to South of France & tour the Europe.....emmm....wish tht will come true one day....InsyaAllah...
31. One thing tht I learn, if you love someone let tht person knw, coz you'll never know what will happen...
32. Love to dance but have stopped my dance class due to busy schedule....:(
33. Am into writing now, tht is why I have this blog...:D
34. Emmmm..will update later.....:D
2. Still single & available...hehehe...
3. I lurrrrve coffee so much....
4. Emmm.....what coffee wud be if not with toast....my fav is kaya & butter toast...
5. Loves pink so much...
6. Adores Sheila Majid.... & Dayang Nurfaizah too...
7. I love books especially novels...
8. Just fall in love with Nicholas Sparks...
9. Don't like wars & fights...
10. Hates hypocrites , cheaters , liars & those fall under it...
11. Love my friends...
12. Love my facebook....can't live without it..
13. I love my laptop...
14. Can't live without my handphone....
15. I miss my best friend soooo muchhh...
16. I like listen to music espec. JAzz & R&B
17. Likes to hang out with my beautiful friends
18. I love my car.....so antique...hehhehe..
19. Wish for good health , more wealth this year & for the rest of coming years..
20. Wish to find true love this year
21. Wish to find a good husband
22. Im a jeans person
23. Shoes & handbags lover
24. I love kids
25. And of course....I love man too....;)
26. Would lurrrve to own VW GTi....ooooh baby....mmuah..mmuahhh...
27. Loves to travel.....
28. Hot tempered ...heheheh...but easily cool down...
29. An extrovert...dun like to keep things bottled up...
30. Place tht I wud love to visit is South of France...looking at the vineyard.....taking the train to South of France & tour the Europe.....emmm....wish tht will come true one day....InsyaAllah...
31. One thing tht I learn, if you love someone let tht person knw, coz you'll never know what will happen...
32. Love to dance but have stopped my dance class due to busy schedule....:(
33. Am into writing now, tht is why I have this blog...:D
34. Emmmm..will update later.....:D
Monday, January 5, 2009
Happy New Year 2009
" Life is a book,
Everyday has a new page, with adventures to tell, things to learn and tales to remember.
May you have a good chapter this new year. Happy New Year".
That was the message that I received from a dear Sister wishing me new year. Yes, 2009 will be a new book with new chapter to me. My new year resolutions are to settle all my debts, starts saving again, buy me a house, be a better person, no more tears, want to lead a healthy & happy life.I want to create a positive aura for myself. Why? Because my aim this year is , I want to get marry. Yes!!!! I do not feel ashamed to admit it here in my blog that I want to get marry. Is it not the reason why we live in this beautiful world created by ALLAH. To build a happy family so that our next generation will lead the world as according to HIM.
2009 kick with a good start for me.... :D....I went out with an interesting friend whom I just got to know. We had similar situation. We had a good laugh.We had a good chat over a cup of coffee.( If U are reading this, I think U know who U R, as I promised u the coffee that I want to treat U..... ;) ). I enjoyed his company and I do hope he enjoyed mine as well. I hope & pray that it will be better for me for the rest of the years...I hope I will meet with a person who can accept me for who I am. A person who will love & care for me and a person who will guide me in life. My new friend said this to me, " I want to go back to a HOME not a HOUSE". Well, that is what I want as well. I think it is about time for me to settle down, to have my own family. I'm aching and yearning to have my own child. My inner & biological clock is ticking... I love child and I would really love to feel being a Mother and most important being a WIFE to someone that I love dearly.
2008 was a good year. Year of improvement & achievement. Despite those, there were still tears. I remembered, I promised my self that I'm not going to cry for year 2008, but I could not help it. It had to fall....and I could not stop. I think it is better for me to let it fall so that I could let it out all the grievances inside and not save or buried it deep inside. I am not good in keeping those sadness inside. I have to let it out so that I would feel better. To me crying is good...a way of expression....BUT I do not want to let it fall again this year. Since it started with a good start, I hope it will be beautiful, colour with rainbows,always shine and if rain comes , I hope it will go away. ( As in the rhyme, Rain..rain go away, please come another day...).
Insyallah, 2009 will be a better year for me. As I told one of my good friend, I do not want to start 2009 with sadness & bad word....because I want to have the positive vibe so that all the positive auras will always follow me where ever I go. Again I make promise to myself, no more tears for 2009 except for tears of joy. Oh! btw, I am going to graduate by middle of this year and already this is a good vibe. Do pray for me dear friends as I need all your prayers. My wish is each and everyone of you my friend out there will have a better, healthy, happy life and more wealth.Happy new year....Cheers & Love you all....
Everyday has a new page, with adventures to tell, things to learn and tales to remember.
May you have a good chapter this new year. Happy New Year".
That was the message that I received from a dear Sister wishing me new year. Yes, 2009 will be a new book with new chapter to me. My new year resolutions are to settle all my debts, starts saving again, buy me a house, be a better person, no more tears, want to lead a healthy & happy life.I want to create a positive aura for myself. Why? Because my aim this year is , I want to get marry. Yes!!!! I do not feel ashamed to admit it here in my blog that I want to get marry. Is it not the reason why we live in this beautiful world created by ALLAH. To build a happy family so that our next generation will lead the world as according to HIM.
2009 kick with a good start for me.... :D....I went out with an interesting friend whom I just got to know. We had similar situation. We had a good laugh.We had a good chat over a cup of coffee.( If U are reading this, I think U know who U R, as I promised u the coffee that I want to treat U..... ;) ). I enjoyed his company and I do hope he enjoyed mine as well. I hope & pray that it will be better for me for the rest of the years...I hope I will meet with a person who can accept me for who I am. A person who will love & care for me and a person who will guide me in life. My new friend said this to me, " I want to go back to a HOME not a HOUSE". Well, that is what I want as well. I think it is about time for me to settle down, to have my own family. I'm aching and yearning to have my own child. My inner & biological clock is ticking... I love child and I would really love to feel being a Mother and most important being a WIFE to someone that I love dearly.
2008 was a good year. Year of improvement & achievement. Despite those, there were still tears. I remembered, I promised my self that I'm not going to cry for year 2008, but I could not help it. It had to fall....and I could not stop. I think it is better for me to let it fall so that I could let it out all the grievances inside and not save or buried it deep inside. I am not good in keeping those sadness inside. I have to let it out so that I would feel better. To me crying is good...a way of expression....BUT I do not want to let it fall again this year. Since it started with a good start, I hope it will be beautiful, colour with rainbows,always shine and if rain comes , I hope it will go away. ( As in the rhyme, Rain..rain go away, please come another day...).
Insyallah, 2009 will be a better year for me. As I told one of my good friend, I do not want to start 2009 with sadness & bad word....because I want to have the positive vibe so that all the positive auras will always follow me where ever I go. Again I make promise to myself, no more tears for 2009 except for tears of joy. Oh! btw, I am going to graduate by middle of this year and already this is a good vibe. Do pray for me dear friends as I need all your prayers. My wish is each and everyone of you my friend out there will have a better, healthy, happy life and more wealth.Happy new year....Cheers & Love you all....
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